I've been patiently waiting for one of those moments I've seen in movies and television so often, that momnet where all of a sudden everything becomes so clear and what i need to do is so perfectly defined.   though I'm not losing hope that one day this will be a reality, I now just expect that it will be moments before I die.  As I've grown I've slowly overcome obstical after obstical without realizing the lessons until I've looked back, now at 31 I can see the huge difference in what I've become from who I was. 
I can do this all!